Halaat:
Kitni baar gira hu mai halaato se
Ki ab to btana bhi mumkin nhi
Kitni baar hath pakda mera apno ne
mgar kbhi muje Uthaya hi nhi
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Introduction :(Halaat)
In this poetry the writer explains about his condition that how he feels when nobody able to understand him. He really wants support in his life but didn’t get any support from his loved ones.He tired from the behavior of his near and dear people.
Further the writer says that many times his situations were not good, and, in those situations, he needs emotional support from someone. He says that I cannot explain how many times I have fallen, however my close one holds me in that situation for only few times after that they walked away from me.
However, this kind of behavior of my loved ones are not healthy and good for me.They don’t even provide me time till my recovery. I was in a depression for sometimes and I really want to recover from my bad situations. I expected supports from my loved ones, but they don’t even care about me.This was really shocking for me to accept that situation.
1. How many times I fall back. (Halaat)
In this poetry the writer explains that I can’t tell you how many times I have fallen in my life. Nobody knows my emotions. My life was so bad on that time. I need someone support for my life, but I didn’t get any support. It was very heart broken for me.
I want to block that situation which gave me pain and heart break.Everytime my situation gives me unpleasant experience. It is literally impossible to count how many times I fail. I want to heal myself and grow with maturity. Once I learnt how to heal then I will definitely help myself to get rid of this mental trauma. Sometimes I forgot how to smile because every time my situation goes worst. When a person got support, he become happy and mentally healthy because he knows that someone is here to support him. But in my case no one support me, what I achieved in my life, I achieved with lots of struggle. Not even a single person is here to give me reassurance. How difficult is the situation. The author goes on to state that everyone expects a beautiful life journey, but I just want a peaceful life. I am very much habitual to live alone because no one is here to celebrate my achievement and feel sorry for my grief.
2.It is not possible to tell everybody about my problems. (Halaat)
In this poetry the writer explains that my story is very much painful. However, this journey makes me strong. Now I am a person who knows what is wrong and what is right for my life. I have lots of experience in my life but being alone in difficult situation is the different kind of experience. These difficult situations break me inside and I am not able to explain my conditions to others.
However, no one cares about my situation. I don’t like to share my problems, but I can share these problems if I know one person in my life who really cares about me.It is not possible for me to share my feelings and emotions to that person who is really don’t know about me.We can’t trust everybody in our life.
3. My own persons hold my hands but only for short time period.(Halaat)
In this poetry, the writer explains about the behaviors of his people towards him in a difficult situation. According to writer no doubt my loved one holds my hand, but they support me only for short time period. After a time, they make distance from me without saying anything.
Furthermore, the writer asks from the public is it a good thing when you ignored by your own people. I think, this is not a fair situation when you give good time to someone, and they ignore you. This is totally a panic condition. I think when we invest in something or someone, we expect something in return.Atleast we can expect from them a small positive gesture with love and care.
However, if someone really care for us then we don’t need to tell them we need their support,they will automatically support us.
4.My close people leave me alone in my difficult situation.
In this poetry the writer explains that my close people whom I trust lots leave me in a bad situation when I need them. However, I don’t blame anybody, but I want some support and care. This is the reality of today’s world. When a person seriously needs someone, the whole world ignores him.
Sometimes the writer thinks that it is better never tell others about our situations. When no one here to listen and support us then why we should seek support from others. It is better we should fight with the situation rather than escape from it.
The author explains that why he doesn’t believe people because people are not listening anything seriously and they don’t even care about our condition.They are only thinking about themselves.
They don’t even try to understand our condition. Then how can they provide support for us in difficult situations? These kinds of people can leave us one day. Further the writer says that it exactly happened with writer.
Conclusion:
In this poetry the writer says that sometime our emotions are so high, and we are not able to control them. Many times, we failed in life, and we never get encouragement and motivation to handle this failure. Some people show us that they are with us but when the situation goes worst, they leave us without saying anything.
The author says that many times I have failed in my life but every time I handle my failure along. No one help me in this matter. What I lost and got all are just because of my efforts.
Further the writer says that my life is a masterpiece where there is no support of family and friends. Sometimes it is difficult to restore energy which is necessary for further fight. But when you know there is no one who will do even a small thing for you then you easily store the energy which is needed.
When you give someone hundred percent in every dimension then that person should also give something which is required by you. But the things are not always in our control and don’t move according to us.
Comment:
As a narrator I would like to inform you that this article is based upon the poerty.There is nothing personal in this article. This article doesn’t have any connection with the real-life character and person.
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